Bingung

Roh Suci
"Suka dan Senang"
Hatiku sudah cukup kau ludahi...
Ludah Derita...
Ludah Getir...
Ludah Pahitnya Dunia...
Semua Tanpa ujung...
Tak berpangkal...

Peluh menghujam Arasy Tuhan beriringan dengan campakan air matanya...

Aku Bingung...
Bingung...
BINGUNG...!! kataku

"Apa Cinta juga meludahiku...??"

Roh sucipun men-ia kan hujatan syetan

Saat ku berteriak benafaskan maut
"I'm Still Love You..."

(. . .)

Kabut tersulam rapi berdampingan awan kalut
Memeluk erat cahaya sang pencahaya
Memeluk hati kalut terhampar
Berjoged bersama kholiq dan shidiq yang di dudukkan
Aku tak mengerti...

Sunyi...
Sunyi...
Sunyi...
Kelabu...
Bisu...

"Peduli apa Kau...!!!"
Entahlah...

Sampai kalut bulan purnama mencambuk hati seorang pujangga...

Pujangga Hati...
Penuh Cinta...
Abadi

FOR THE LAST TIME

i'm bleeding watch you move
i'm dying watch you smile
for this time i'll hide my pain away
just stab and pull that dagger out
just raise me up and throw me down
for this time i'll hide my pain away

let this hurt gone with the word i said
let this pain gone with the song i sing
let this shit flow with the blade i whip
let this story burns every drop of tears

and for the last time
when this white rose gonna be fade
and blood smear the flower
let me say , i can't stay

live in this lie
let me burn myself and i'll sleep

where i am ?
give my soul back , take me with you
please don't go , bring my soul
and tears of mine
bless of mine